Something has been taken from me, that can never be returned. My youth, my innocence, my faith in fellow man! I thought we were beyond this point, but alas some will never understand.
It wasn't worth anything to anyone-one else, should have just let it be. The gift of knowledge brings forth so many things unrealized, such as greed and manipulation and worse.
So for now i retreat back into my metabolic depression. For you see the spring will come come and bring forth new life to teach as we see.
It is as it has always been. Rise and fall.Birth and death. They are one in the same, happening repeatedly and at times simultaneously.
oh it does help to tap your foot to keep the time.yes it does, once the time is lost you fall back into reality. The times have changed your still unaware. The way its now and has been forever will never change. Time can not stand still.

We're just the same.

Promises take to damn long to be answered. Promises can be handed out like pocket change.
In our short time together, we have always been on the receiving end!

We barely even notice now or even know when it all began. Our dreams have changed without our consent. We have grown in separate ways.

This new person inside you excites me and scares me just the same.

No clue where were going but I love you just the same. I will allow myself to be lost for your cause.
Day after day and time after time where else could I possible be .

I do hope you realize it's all about you. Just the same!

Time to re-think

Its time to rethink and take it all in. To go back to the crossroads and re-choose the same path repeatedly. Tis not insane, it's not even close.

To accept the wrong and just let it be. Knowing deep within. That without these wrongs the truly great things would cease to be!

The bird of Prey

Waiting for nothing again. Seems to happen, all to often. Locked in this cage again. Seems to happen all to often!

Just sitting here perched, like a bird of prey!
but nothing is around at all. Might just go insane!

But out of nowhere she walks by. Not realizing my presence.
She is now my prey!

I spread my wings and take to flight. I swoop down in a failed attempt, alas she was well aware of my intentions all along.

As her talons grip tight into me, I realize too late. She too is a bird of prey!

The great leaf harvest of 2010

I think I understand it all now!

The more I see , the more I think. The more I think I understand it all!
Sometimes emotions get in the way, and we don't really see what we really need to be seeing!
Emotions get in the way, they block our feeble thoughts, to go our way.
We refuse to see the bigger picture of what it really is.
Break it all down to simple life, you see it from a different view.
It's ok as long you and I still can agree. We will always be stuck together!

And now I understand it all
And now I understand it all
I know just why I love you!

Your all I got this night , so lets just make it happen.

Your pissed at him and she hates me. She's comatose so lets make this happen.

It's just for fun while their on the run does it really matter?

Years ago and far away , thats how we lived from day to day.
Does it Really matter?

Tain't like you were living on the pole and i was livin in the ditch.
Does it really matter?

Your all mine tonight. I will treat you right. Like we have always been.
Does it really matter?

I forgive you , you forgive me back . That's what we do and go back for more!



Does it really matter? well you tell me!
Does it really matter? well you tell me
What you need me to be?

I have been him so many times . I forgot who i was ..... that guy no-one really knew just a loner who married you!
Does it really Matter!

Really matter, we have done so well. So far my friend.
No-one will ever know how much ya really mean to me!